In The Company of Wolves By Jonquil
<< Oh my God. I didn't want that answer to that question. I didn't Willow pinched herself. Reality refused to cooperate. << Uh-oh. I am awake. I am sitting in a very beaten up car with a << I thought he thought I was just a thing. I thought he was just << Oh, God, he's seen me naked. Nearly. >> << And he didn't seem to mind... >> #### << Could I possibly become more pathetic? 'I'm trying to seduce you', << I am not going to look at the little tease. She's probably red to He stole a glance sideward. The girl was staring straight ahead with << What am I supposed to do? Torture her till she loves me? Yeah, << Why the fuck can't I keep my mouth shut? >> #### The drive continued in an awkward and stony silence. After an hour or "Spike?" "What?" He didn't look at her. "I haven't eaten yet." He replied in a soft, even voice, "Neither have I." Willow bit her lip. The silence stretched on. They reached a resort town, and Spike pulled into yet another motel. Spike looked at her for the first time since That Conversation. She nodded, not wanting the threat spelled out. He continued looking "I'll be here." He left the car and stalked into the lobby, duster swirling. When he After Spike left, Willow turned to the fighting fish, which seemed Willow realized that she had never named the fish. << Hmm. Garnet? >> She sighed and turned away. She didn't much feel like watching TV, she She sat on the bed, kicked off her shoes, and dropped her head in her << Maybe he didn't like that I'd stopped noticing, and he just wanted << Just the facts. I am not in love with Spike. Check? Check. So << I don't want to kill Spike. Even though I should. He hasn't killed << I suppose I could start the diary again... >> #### I feel like a moron. I am so stupid. I don't know anything about Bloody hell. #### << Bloody hell. >> << Isn't there anything under 65 here?. I can't expect veal, but is "I hate to bother you, but I'm new in town. Could you suggest where I The chubby redhead smiled. "Well, there's Chez Marie, but it's a bit << I'm sweet, harmless, and trustworthy. >> "Oh, I really couldn't She laughed and shook her head. "No, no, no trouble at all. Come on, He returned her smile. "You're too kind." #### The door opened and Willow looked up from the TV. << Let him do the "Come along, witch; Chez Marie is still serving dinner." She rose and followed him. Chez Marie turned out to cater to the apres-ski crowd; this late in the "Would you like to see the wine list?" Deadpan, Spike responded "I never drink ... wine." Willow burst into giggles, just a shade too high-pitched. The waitress She ordered fettuccine; Spike ordered an espresso. The waitress left. << Oh, God, there's going to be one of those awkward silences. I hate Spike caught her eye and said, matter-of-factly, "So, any bits of Relieved that he'd started a neutral subject, she replied, "I don't He shook his head. "Nope, just got tired of staying in one place." "Where are we?" He shrugged. "On the road. Wouldn't be hard to reach Quebec City, if Willow shrugged back. "Let me guess. It's full of vampires?" He smirked. "City. Been there three centuries. You do the math." "Well, you've been here before. What's fun?" Catching his expression, "Wouldn't know. Haven't been here with non-vampires." Willow glowered. "Are you enjoying this? Because I'm not." He tilted his head. "Lighten up, luv. What's life without conflict?" Willow sighed. "Calm. Peaceful. Serene. Those are nice words. At He half-smiled. "They're synonyms for 'dead', pet. And not in the The waitress arrived with their orders, cutting off that line of After she'd departed, Spike said, "Seriously, what's your idea of fun?" Willow thought. "Reading. Reading is good. Learning new things. He chuckled. "Nothing from the neck down?" Willow shook her head. "I'm not good from the neck down." His gaze swept her body. "I beg to differ." She blushed. "That's not what I meant. I'm not good with people, I'm "And you care because?" He leaned back against the booth, face "What?" Spike steepled his hands. "Why do you care what other people think?" "Because people are mean when they're mad." Spike shrugged and leaned forward. "So be mean right back. Can't live "No!" Willow shook her head vigorously. "I'm a nice person. I don't He raised his eyebrows. "Pretty stupid, luv. You can be sure they're "I think you did that." << Score one for me! >> He winced. "Touché. You know what Harmony wanted me to do to you?" "No, and please don't tell me, I'm sure I don't want to know. Anyway, He bowed, smiling. "Why, thank you. And Harmony was your friend when Willow dropped her eyes. "Uh... no." "But you liked her?" "Nooooo," she admitted unhappily. "Which makes her your...?" He held out a hand and gave her the "Enemy." Willow said glumly. "And this is bad because?" He rotated his hand, as if drawing out the <<This is ridiculous. >> "Since when are you Sigmund Freud?" He shrugged, "I find lying about how nice you are rather silly." Willow sat ruler-straight. "I am nice!" Spike snorted. "Not as nice as you pretend to be. Mother Teresa wasn't "And you're the expert?" "I don't pretend to be anything but what I am. You might consider it. Willow looked down at her plate and took a bite of fettuccine, hoping Spike couldn't let well enough alone. "Just who do you think you're Willow blew up. "Spike, I am so sick of the vampire makeover! If you "Much better, pet," purred Spike. "That, I believe." Willow groaned in frustration. "How do you DO that? Even when I win He grinned. "Practice." #### When the girl had finished dinner and dessert, Spike paid the check, They walked back to the motel under a cold and cloudless sky. The moon When they returned to the motel, Spike satisfied himself that no light The witch froze, then scooted away. He followed her. She sat bolt "Spike, I said No, and I meant it." Her voice held anger, barely "I'm making sure I know where you are, witch. " The anger won out. "Where do you expect me to be? Sunnydale?" He casually pulled her back down. "I expect you to be in this bed when She sighed, but made no further protest. She lay, tense, in silence; #### "Don't. Don't. Come back. Don't. Please." Spike glanced over. Nightmare. He shook her gently. She snuggled He let go. She rolled over and opened her eyes. "Oz?... Oh. Sorry." He kept his face blank. "Go back to sleep." *********
Willow was awakened by Spike shaking her shoulder. "Time to go. Get She protested, "Don't I have time for a shower?" "No. We're off." Willow's eyes flew open, but Spike didn't look She threw back the covers and bent to pull fresh clothes from her bag. They settled into the car and Spike drove off, at his usual frenetic Spike grinned. "When someone's alive to handle the paperwork." << I am so sorry I asked that question. >> She settled back against the Spike glanced over. "We'll see to your back presently." Willow glared at him, sat back pointedly, and regretted it. He grinned, "On the other hand, it's doing wonders for your posture." Willow snorted. "And if you cut off my head, I wouldn't have to worry He pursed his lips. "It's a thought. But I'd never get the mess out She played along. "If I'd only known; stay in Spike's car and I'm "At least until I got a good spot remover." Willow's train of thought picked up speed, careening past the station. He grinned. "I'm rather better at removing blood from humans, pet." Willow sobered instantly. "Why do you keep DOING that?" He flicked her a glance. "Doing what?" "Just when I start getting comfortable, you remind me that you kill He shrugged. "I do kill people." She rolled her eyes. "Spike. Trust me. I live in Sunnydale. I know He shrugged again. "Habit, I guess. Can't let a mortal get too << This time I'm not backing down. >> "Do I talk about holy water all He kept his eyes on the road. "You don't live by intimidation." "I'm as intimidated as I'm going to get. Care to knock it off now?" "Doubt it. It's an old habit, and demons don't change." "Oh, for pity's sake, Spike. You want to tell me they had peroxide and His voice acquired an edge. "Bit pushy tonight, luv." << Tough. >> "Spike. You dragged me to Montreal. You dressed me up "Well, the new Willow is a pain in the arse!" "You asked for it, you got it, Spike." He glared. She let the conversation drop. ##### A roadside sign indicated a rest stop ahead. Spike looked at the girl, "Please." He pulled off the road into the parking lot and cut the engine. The The witch reached for the door handle. He grabbed her shoulder. "Road rules, pet." She sighed. "Yes, Mom, I know, I'll be home before dark, and call if He spun her back. "I'm serious, witch. Any appeals for help to "I know. You've told me." She looked pointedly at his hand, and he She opened the car door and walked to the ladies' room. Spike got out, #### Spike watched the smoke rise from his third cigarette. << She's taking He heard something from the bathroom. It was hard to make out through He gave it a second more, then slammed the door open. A couple of women in dungarees had bent Willow back against the sink; He grabbed the knife hand and twisted hard, hearing the satisfying Willow staggered to her feet, face paper-white and covered in blood. << Glad I ate before we left. >> He forced his instincts down and said "Probably ought to have stitches, luv, but I've no idea where to find a "Oww!" "Don't fuss." He tied the wound together with her hair. "That should He glanced around. The former knife woman was still moving. He When they were back on the road, he let her have it. "Why the bloody She stared straight ahead, and her voice was very soft. "At first I "What do I have to to do teach you to take care of yourself?" He She was silent. Not good enough. "Do you have any idea what you'd have done if I hadn't been there?" Her voice, when it came, was tiny. "Died." "That's not a plan, Willow." Instead of answering, she started to cry. He glanced around, then He turned off the ignition, grabbed the girl, and said, "What's your She sobbed again, then paused, gulped, and released a torrent of words. In a soft voice, he said, "I can't cure that, pet. Haven't felt safe She glared. "Yes, that's because you put other people into danger." << Better anger than despair. >> He smirked. "Safety's an illusion, "You.. you... vampire!" "Guilty as charged." She started to cry again. He gathered her into To his shock, she returned the kiss. With interest. << Adrenaline is She broke the kiss. << Sod, here comes the 'I'm not that kind of girl' "Oh, I'm sorry, was that wrong? I didn't mean to..." "Quite the opposite, pet. Do try again." He lifted his chin. but she << This is the moment when the Poof would pull back and say 'You're not He began caressing her, careful not to touch her back, lightly tracing << Avoiding the old cold-hands-warm-heart problem's always tricky. He broke the kiss and waited until she opened her eyes. "Witch. Fair She met his gaze, face grave. "I know." Then she slipped his coat He removed his own shirt, then glanced around. The road was deserted. Their shoes were easily discarded. Removing her jeans took somewhat For so outwardly modest and shy a girl, she knew exactly what she was #### She collapsed forward on him, gasping for breath. He brought one hand She said quietly, "Thank you. Hadn't we better get inside before He cocked his head to peer at her face. It was serious, somewhat Spike tilted his head. "Will you stake me if I see to your back?" She glanced up. With forced lightness, she replied, "Will you drain me "No." "Also no." She sat up, turned away, and rested her palms on the door. He scuffled through the pile of discarded clothes, found the duster, After he finished dressing, Spike restarted the engine and pulled back
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